I am now at my aunt`s place. a sleep over if you must say. and i have to take care of my 4 little cousins, who are now screaming into my ears for my attention, which now i am so wary of. Children are adorable. But when they go beserk, i feel like im at my wits end. Nothing i do pacify them. They are such a headstrong bunch! They never listen. They only wanted others to bow to what they want and what they want to do. Haisshh.. Mum says i need to train for the future. I did have my proper training since im 15 and now it doesnt make me want to run and cry and hide from the rampage. I clearly know how to deal with them. Emm.. I have to bribe them ice-cream in order to make them sit quietly and watch tv. Sometime i have to take out game cards and know that not all cards will get back into the card box safely! How GOD give me such a limited patient. Sometime i lose my temper and yell. My aunt say they do need some scolding. So every time they are noisy or naughty, the mum will just let me have the kids to scold. Haha. But usually, i wish i can refrain from scolding. They are not my kids. I dont feel nice scolding them.

Bf say im good at handling the kids. Bf have such patient with them though. One time, he come over, all the kids hover around him and he handle them well. Not a slight annoyance on his face. Ive seen him many times with kids. And it is good of him. He loved kids, you see. Bf will make a good daddy in the future =) Hopefully i can make a good mummy too. I dont want to terrify my kids with my yellings. Hehe.